When my world suddenly lonely.....

My sleep suddenly disturbed by the ringing of my phone and Soffea shaking my hand. I glanced at the clock and it was 3 am. It was Sarrah. She called from her apartment in Subang Jaya. She told me about her stomach pain that started since 12 midnight. I just asked her to take gastrict pill and tried to get a sleep since she will sit for her exam in the morning.
At 5 am, Sarrah called again and she was in deep stomach pain. Three of us rushed to her apartment and heading straight to Emergency Subang Jaya Medical Centre. She admitted and due for appendicities operation. But, during her final check before the operation, the doctor in charge, felt something was not right. He asked me to feel Sarrah's stomach and i felt something bulging.
The doctor then refered Sarrah's case to a gynaecologist that left me in misery looking for answers that confused me ....The doctor asked Sarrah questions that made me wonder whether i am a lousy mom that never took a good care of my young daugther. Then the doctor broke the news...... "Sarrah is having an ovarian tumour on her right side. It might be cancerous and dangerous. We need to remove her tumour urgently..."
........Suddenly, my world became so lonely and i heared nothing. My heart stopped beating and no words came out from my mouth. Only in my mind, i ask God to give me strenght. Sarrah started crying. She never cried since small. Looking her crying, then only i realised, all these are really happen.
A moment later, in a rushed, Sarrah was then wheeled to several places to do few tests including MRI and tumour makers. During the interval between each test, Sarrah started giving her so called wills and keep asking for my forgiveness. I said nothing, only my tears gave the answer. I tried my best, to accept Allah's will. If Sarrah was being borrowed to me only untill then...........
At last, 3 pm on the same day Sarrah was wheeled to the operation theater and i, stood still at the door with the hope that it would not be the last i got to see Sarrah........
At 6 pm, Sarrah was wheeled out , and the doctor said " It's not cancerous. If she is lucky, she still can have children..."
Oh Allah, bless us always........